Dear Diary,
I hate crushes 😭😭😭😭😂
How tf did I get a crush on this boy.
But really he's so cute🥺, I love watching him laugh, smile.
I love listening to him talk about his interests and what he likes.
I love watching him dance, I love spending time with him.
I love it when he teases me and I love teasing him.
I love reading the poems and songs he writes. I could listen to him talk for hours even if it's just about random things. I love holding his hand, it gives me butterflies in my stomach and it's just... different.
Anyway, this is...idk even know.
I told myself that I won't have a boyfriend in the first year of college because it was too early, now here I am falling for this boy in my department.
I feel stupid honestly, Idk why. I feel like I should be focused on my books and not catching feelings. ( although I'm not failing in school and I'm actually doing a pretty good job🙃)
Why do I feel weak for liking someone 🤦
It's stupid.