Dear Diary, today wasn't the greatest day ever. At lunch I stayed inside (by choice) for some reason and it was actually really boring and at recess I was by myself the whole time (again for some reason by choice) and it was REALLY boring! I guess I just needed to be alone for a little bit... I have way too much on my mind and it's hard to talk about it. I just keep thinking non-stop about what's happened in the past couple years (problems with me and my mom, with friends, even enemies, etc.) and thinking about my crush (lets just call him M) knowing he will probably never even notice me, and I've just been overthinking everything lately. I'm just stressed out right now and I do have friends I could talk to about this but I just can never find the right words when I'm talking to ppl in person and it's too much to just text someone about. (Also it's kinda embarrassing...) Anyways, I hope tomorrow will be a better day.