Dear Diary,
It's only 2:01 PM and I'm already drowning in my thoughts. Trouble breathing again. Scared again. I received a message that cause all this. I just want to delete all y social media accounts but I can't as it's used for class.
And one more thing I don't know why I'm still studying. I don't know why I am still enrolled. I didn't learn anything. Two years in this set-up (online class) I didn't learn anything. It just made me feel sick. Made me enjoy staying at home and convinced me that I should and the best decision to avoid human interaction. Me being scared of a crowd or simply getting attention just become worst. When will this end? Will it ever end?