March 15, 2022

Dear Diary,

It's been hard! I ask myself why am I here? What am I meant to do here? What makes it harder is being alone here. The time spent back home in South Africa made me feel so wholesome so the fact that I am in Hong Kong by myself it really makes me sad, lonely and just a little depressed. 

Is it okay for me to feel this way? 

Things are slowly falling into place and I am slowly adjusting to a new beginning but it really is so lonely. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry but I know I can't, I need to be strong for myself or else I just might break. 

I will pull through right? everything will be okay for me right?