Dear Diary,
Today has been a very productive day. I am grateful for my work. That I can prove that I am not just an ornament in the office. I actually add value.
Also grateful for thinking less of S. And not feeling compelled to make contact. I did however check his whatsapp status and wondered if he had gone to work today.
I also wondered if he broke it off with me because he was seeing someone else as well and maybe prefers this person's company over mine. Maybe she excites him the way I had 7 years ago.
Maybe she's prettier.
Stop I need to. For the sake of my sanity. Do you know Diary that I lost my last shred of dignity when I begged him to give me another chance?