Dear Diary, it seems I m always here whenever I m feeling down glad it not that frequent I guess today I m breaking up with my bf by saying I d rather go back to being friends even though I know it not the best choice of word but that all I could think of or else he gonna ask me why and I d have to talk about what my shameful betrayal to his trust I feel like crying but strangely enough after washing the dishes I thought things through and sent the break up msg I m ready for his OK and then imma go with the flow I like him I wanna stay in this and see where it goes but he doesn't have to pay the price of my mistakes and I would hate it if he did what I ve done right now he answered 😭.......