Dear Diary,I asked him if he wanted to skip first block. It took so much courage for me to ask him that. He basically said no. Did he think I wanted to get in his pants? Maybe he thinks I’m awkward? Does he dislike me? I just wanted to catch up with him. Maybe it’s weird that I ask him to skip so suddenly after two days of talking. I just thought it would be fun. Catching up with old friends seems fun, you know? I hope he doesn’t think I’m weird. Maybe I’m overthinking things. Maybe he has a test or something going on? I hope that’s it. I hope he messages me back. I feel sad. I wanna get high. I wanna do something that gets me away. I’m such a whimp and a sore loser.