February 03, 2022

 

Dear Diary,I asked him if he wanted to skip first block. It took so much courage for me to ask him that. He basically said no. Did he think I wanted to get in his pants? Maybe he thinks I’m awkward? Does he dislike me? I just wanted to catch up with him. Maybe it’s weird that I ask him to skip so suddenly after two days of talking. I just thought it would be fun. Catching up with old friends seems fun, you know? I hope he doesn’t think I’m weird. Maybe I’m overthinking things. Maybe he has a test or something going on? I hope that’s it. I hope he messages me back. I feel sad. I wanna get high. I wanna do something that gets me away. I’m such a whimp and a sore loser. 

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