December 11, 2021

Dear Diary,

Today I started writing again, to get this weight off my chest. Being ignored while you tried your best take care of that person hurts. My feelings are always invalidated saying its part of my craziness. But last time I check I'm pretty much a normal person. I don't know what did I do to deserve this kind of treatment. Everytime this happens I feel the need to end my misery just by taking a knife and just stab it to myself just to get over it. But hell, my heart is a bitch not a cooperative bitch. I just don't want to feel worthless. I'm tryin' but may it is still not enough.