Dear Diary, finally family replied to my msgs, some updates too. They are busy with work but also family thing going on. Happened before, quite often and it's always the same thing. I don't know what I can do to help solve it.
At the same time I feel old. We are all much older now. It's not that I want to stay young - not only that's impossible, I also prefer not to live the life I had when I was younger - I just can't help feeling the world has changed so much. Some things are better, some things are worse, some things I don't even know what.
Something else bugs me lately. If I tell my SO, he will say I'm overthinking it. Maybe he is right. So I will wait a few weeks, if it still bugs me then, I will tell him, I will have to let it out somehow.