Dear Diary, I am happy I have a sexy fiancée three kids with very bubbly personalities, a nice home and life not too hard right now. There is something missing…. I am hungry… Between my thighs. My fiancé satisfies me at the moment but it’s not enough… I want to be ravished I want to be hot steamy and electric.. I want mystery and dangerous… They say something about the 15/85 rule. They say you can’t have it both you get the 85 which is the husband of the house the kids & the life, But she give up the 15% the mind altering sex… I would be insane if I chose the 15 over the 85… right? So I lay here fantasizing touching feeling not giving into temptation as much as I want to, I lay here hungry and unfed…