October 22, 2021

Dear Diary, it has come to a point where I needed a place to vent. I have friends and yet, I still feel so lonely and not be able to express myself fully. I’m so sick and tired of feeling this way. Wish there was a happy pill I could take to make all the sad thoughts go away. 

Today was a good day and yet when I am left alone, all the unhappy thoughts creep in. I don’t like the feeling it gave me and I know that emotions demand to be felt, your reaction to it, is what matters. Still…I don’t like it. It can’t really be describe in words.