Don't feel like it.

He's right though. Why would I go out of my way to do those things? It may be fun to see happen--like how I watch gaming videos--but it's not something I'd randomly do alone. 
That's just not in my nature. I need to chill out. My neck hurts, so does my head. I just need to focus on one thing at a time to figure it all out and close these tabs in my head. It's funny how I stress myself out. Mostly painful though.