Dear Diary, I am so sad still, after lose of my 10 yr old xl bully, Zeus. the way he left this earth was not fair to him or myself. he died from prostate cancer and within 3 week period it was to late and nothing else vet could do. he died in my arms while i was holding him, i hope no pain, but i really dont know. during his passing he got really angry and mad, not wanting to leave me. but after i told him it was ok to go, he went. this happened on May 4th, 2021.
i have a new pitbull puppy, Queenie, i got her on May 10th, 2021, but i grieve foe Zeus everyday. theres times i want to leave this world and be with my boy, Zeus.