DD, there are times that i stay away from everyone and Dont show up for like a whole day while dealing with my own emotions and internal breakdowns. They say if i open up it'll eventually help. Well, not when everyone doesn't give an eff about it cuz theyve got Their own problems to face. They got little to no time to deal with mine.
Something inside me tells me.. that i have no right to feel like this but can you stop it when everything looks so fine when its actually not?
You thought everything was so perfect. Everything was so fine..
When it was never fine.
Its getting too much
To handle..
I always look at things on a happy side. Like everything is gonna be okay when i know it isn't.
And then, soon... After keeping it all in for a long time..
I don't know how i should feel about it anymore.