Dear Diary, I care about other so much and try to be there for everyone who needs me. But now on a point where I feel like it is enough. Start feeling everyone needs me for there own benfit and doesn't think enough about me and what makes me happy. In terms of friends feels like they came and talk to them when they need adivce or someting which is fine. But after there problem is solved they don't look back or care enough to check up on me. How can I call this people my friends I don't mind being there for them any time . but I cannot call them my friends because if I cannot spend time ,talk and have fun with them. If our friendship only considered when they need someting I cannot call it best friend or close friend. I can just say we are friends. But not best friend.