June 07, 2021

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Dear Diary,

Not to spoil the mood, but my grades have suffered greatly since lockdown, and my motivation to complete schoolwork has once again failed me. I'm not saying my grades were always "on point," but my average is now below average. In some ways, it has no effect on me, but in others, I begin to wonder if it is worth it if this is who I am for the rest of my life. Of course, I'm not giving up, but I just need a little push to get back up and running.


My core subjects have been fine, but I am failing in the most irrelevant and useless subjects. Even if it won't affect me in the future, having good grades will come in handy when I apply to universities.


Anyway, the moral of the story is that I have a math test tomorrow at 11:05 a.m., and it's 3 a.m. right now. I don't want to sleep because my paranoia is kicking in, but I'll give it a shot.


Goodnight <3

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TsunaJun 8, 2021

My grades been suffering for a while now but it got worse when lockdown happened. I want to stop caring about them but I also want to play volleyball next year and I'm trying to get them up. I'm one grade away from not being able to play and I'm so cared right now. grades are closing in a couple days and I'm so afraid that I'll get a low grade and can't do volleyball. Volleyball is what is motivating me to get a healthier life style and I can't afford to lose this thing that motivates me to get out of my bed, exercise, have fun, and just feel better at improving myself. I'll probably go downhill so quick if I lose this. I'm so scared. :(

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