June 05, 2021

Dear Diary,

I was feeling a bit down, nothing new. I wanted to write, but for some reason this time i wanted to be heard, i wanted people to read what i write. First thing that came to my mind is creating a blog so i can do this all the time, but i came across a lot of other people's blogs and now i feel discouraged. I feel discouraged because they have the ability to put their feelings into words and write so beautifully and i cannot compete. ALthough this was only meant to be a way to let out some supessed emotions but here i am again finidng a way to compare myself with other people.And at this point, i really don't know whether i'm doing this because i genuinely don't feel confident enough or it's because i get lazy and regret that decision because it'd be a lot of work.....

However, now i have found this website and it perfectly serves the purpose and at the same time it does not take as much work as creating my own blog.I hope one day i finally manage to find my confidence and become good enough at writing to share what i write confidently without feeling the need to compare.