April 16, 2021

Dear Diary,

Today I feel really gross... If I could just stop eating for 30 days, I would... But I just can't, winter's hitting me hard... I can't wait to be in summer, stop eating, start exercising, loose all that 'extra' weight and become skinny as fuck again... If I stop thinking 'bout food, i' ll think about money issues or my mental health issues... And I'd rather kill myself slowly..