April 15, 2021

Dear Diary,

My brother helped me today and I'm so thankful because I know that he's busy with his work but he replied to my message. It's been  2 weeks since we last saw him and I hope he's doing well and he's safe.

Today I had a little conversation with my mother and we talked about how I want to have a short experience as a call center after I graduated and I think she supports me with that. It's my first time to feel this warmth in my heart. I think I'm slowly opening up again but I still want to have isolation because it's helping me learn how to avoid emotional dependency and makes me want to realize who I am and what I want.