Dear Diary,
Ok, today I feel a little bit better. I slept around 1:30 instead of 3:00 am :) I request some requirements to the school and I got it today (thankyou to my school councilor and registrar). I also finished completing my application form but I haven't submitted it yet because I'm afraid there might be errors or wrong information just like my past application form to another school. (I'm sure I &#%ed that up).
I messaged the facebook page of the university but they did not fully addressed my concern but at least they replied to me.
I will gradually attempt to finish some of my school activities and continue to live as much as I can.