Dear Diary, I am having difficulty with my relationship. Everything is fantastic, except for communicating. Here and there, my partner won't tell me how she's feeling and it makes me feel like she's upset or mad at me. We had meditation earlier, and she was so drained from it she started getting annoyed with me after it happened. I got confused and felt like I did something wrong. When I asked her if she needed alone time she said. "Sure, yes please." When I asked if something was wrong she continued feeling annoyed with me. She then told me what was up, and I wish she would communicate betterin that aspect. I don't understand why I annoy her with simply existing, but it makes me feel like running away sometimes because simple questions or little things I do annoy her daily. It's hard to coexist with someone I annoy because I have experience with abuse and feeling like I did something wrong. I don't even get annoyed with things she does as often as she does with me. Then she wishes for me to do certain intimate things with her I'm still warming up to. I struggle because I can't go through with those things if things I do daily annoy her. I feel like a bother to her daily. I don't understand how she thinks I can feel confident enough to make her feel good when she chooses to get annoyed with the littlest things about me. I get people will be annoyed with each other, but she doesn't communicate this to me. Thus, I feel like she's mad. I love her so much, and we have such a healthy relationship. This is the only thing I struggle with. I keep manifesting it's going to work out and I know it will.