Dear Diary, Today was good We work out. I probably wont lose my virginity in a long time.. The guy I was texting says he needs to study tf. I can help him whatever Ill find someone else right? Like everry time I want to have sex or anything something comes in the way. I guess I'm supposed to wait..But why is it so hard for me to find someone. Like the universe wants me to die alone whatever. Ill wait I guess Ill wait forever but at least I have my dog.