I had three hours of sleep today. I cleaned up a little bit last night after I played Ace Attorney for almost 2hours during midnight. I felt bad for procarstinating so I stayed til 3am to clean up a tiny bit.
I felt satisfied today in the office. I am very glad that I gained momentum today at work. I feel like it's gonna be a great week. I am a bit excited, though to be honest I'm not very positive. Seems like I don't trust myself enough to keep this up. Well. . . It's fine. I'll take what I can get. You reap what you sow, they say. You really don't need to know all about these blabberings. I hope you don't have these everyday struggles on how to live your life properly. I do. I don't know why. Everyone seems to navigate through life just fine. I don't understand why I am struggling. I look fine, I pretend to be doing fine. Is every one else like me? I don't think they are. I don't know to be honest. I have all these questions, you'll hear some of it some other time. For now, I pray you're doing great. I wish you had a good productive monday. I think of you everyday wherever you are. Good night, A.