14 years later and I can still feel your cold hands on my face, when it touched my face full of anger, envy and despise. As a child I never understood why, I thought it was my fault or maybe something that I've done that made you do that to me. I would live in fear, you locked up in rooms that were supposed to feel like my safety places, you hit me when nobody was around, because you knew I wouldn't speak, you knew I was a kid and that I wouldn't understand that it was wrong, you manipulated me, you would never let me be a kid with a normal childhood you forced me to eat things I hated, you forced me to do things I didn't know how to do yet and when I couldn't, you would hit me and abuse me, now when people ask me what was your favorite memory as a child, what am I supposed to say? it was every time I would never want to go back home.. it was when he would drag me to the room and punish me because I was with someone who treated me like a human being, was it worth the scar you left me with? was it worth it brother?