December 09, 2020

Dear Diary,

I just got a message on my other online diary of someone who said they read it often and were reaching out to let me know they have been through tough times too.

It was sweet to hear that. 

I'm still very sick. This cleaning out process is really tough on me and on top of having COVID. 

Today, I thought it would be great to just fall asleep and never wake up. All the pain and hurt would go away.

I sometimes wish that were possible..