Dear Diary,
I'm home now. On Fridays I work, and today was no different. I had several customers in the store, though only two purchases. Others were pick ups or drop offs for repair work.
I am beyond anxious for my future. In six months I am no longer eligible to be on my parents' insurance, and I have a feeling I won't be able to find a job. I told myself that if I couldn't find a job after graduating then I would kill myself. There's no reason I should be unemployed after receiving a degree and going through horology school.
But I don't want to do that. Yet I don't know what other choice I'll have. If I can't find a job then there's no point to living.
I'm worried I'll have to have my own watch business, which I don't want at all. I just want to work for someone else and not worry about other things. It shouldn't be this hard. Everyone tells me I'm better than this and then nothing comes of it. Why does everyone lie?