Dear Diary, everyday it feels like there's something wrong with me. I'm never truly happy but I laugh anyways. Why do I feel like I'm left alone in this whole big world? Why do I feel like I'm losing everyone and everything even myself?
These dark nights I'm drowning into, the darkness is swallowing me up. Why do you say it's okay when it's not really okay, when you know that it won't help me anymore? This life is so cruel and I can't stand it anymore. I'm so tired of everything and everyone even I'm tired of myself. Why don't you take me away from this cruel life? Why are you making me suffer more? Did I do something wrong or do you hate me? Look into my eyes, can't you see the tiredness? Look at me do I look too weak or too strong? I feel so cold but I'm passing this winter very patiently but it's very painful because even my tears froze in my eyes and I can't let them out to feel the warmth anymore. Take me away somewhere where I can sleep peacefully unlike this cruel world where I haven't spent a single peaceful night.
Just take me away, WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE ME AWAY?!!!!!