December 03, 2020

 

Dear Diary,

Where is my angel?

The end of the day

Someone come and save me, please

A weary sigh of a tiring day

I guess everyone's happy

Can you look at me, 'cause I'm blue and grey.

The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror.

My color hidden with a smile.

I don't know when it went wrong.

Since my youth, I've had a blue question mark in my head.

Maybe that's why I've been living so fiercely.

But when I look back, I'm all by myself

That hazy shadow that swallows me up

The blue question mark still exists

Is it anxiety or depression?

How am I so regretful?

Or is it just me, one that loneliness gave birth to.

I still don't know, the ferocious blue

I hope I don't erode away, I'll find the exit

I just wanna be happier

To melt the cold me

My hands have reached out countless times colourless echo.

Oh, this ground feels so heavier

I am singing by myself

I just wanna be happier

Am I being too greedy?

I felt when I walked on cold winter streets.

The sound of my fast heartbeat breathing.

I still feel it.

Don't say it's okay

'cause it's not okay.

Please don't leave me alone, it hurts too much.

After secretly sending my words up into the air, I fall asleep at dawn.

Good night.



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