Dear Diary,
Where is my angel?
The end of the day
Someone come and save me, please
A weary sigh of a tiring day
I guess everyone's happy
Can you look at me, 'cause I'm blue and grey.
The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror.
My color hidden with a smile.
I don't know when it went wrong.
Since my youth, I've had a blue question mark in my head.
Maybe that's why I've been living so fiercely.
But when I look back, I'm all by myself
That hazy shadow that swallows me up
The blue question mark still exists
Is it anxiety or depression?
How am I so regretful?
Or is it just me, one that loneliness gave birth to.
I still don't know, the ferocious blue
I hope I don't erode away, I'll find the exit
I just wanna be happier
To melt the cold me
My hands have reached out countless times colourless echo.
Oh, this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
Am I being too greedy?
I felt when I walked on cold winter streets.
The sound of my fast heartbeat breathing.
I still feel it.
Don't say it's okay
'cause it's not okay.
Please don't leave me alone, it hurts too much.
After secretly sending my words up into the air, I fall asleep at dawn.
Good night.