Dear Diary,
Here I am alone once again, sitting listening to Tame Impala, their songs really make me think or just feel out of this world for some reason, I honestly wish I can find someone I can relate to I'm not gonna say I'm weird or any of that bullshit but I honestly till now can't find someone that can understand me or just completely relate to me, I guess I'm looking for myself in someone else so I don't feel alone and I know that doesn't make sense but the only person that can make me feel like home or at least used to was me, and I lost me, I lost myself in this world trying to look after other people and always putting their feelings into consideration before mine I really sat there putting myself last for other people and I would always try my best to make them happy and somewhere along the way I lost my own happiness, I don't regret making someone laugh or helping someone out, but what I do regret is that I never thought that while I made them laugh I would be what they're laughing at, I never thought that after all I would never get a hand of help and its not like I do all these things and expect something back from you its just that I let you in and I gave you a piece of me but never thought you would take all my pieces and just break them.