October 10, 2020

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Dear Diary,


A life of a student in online classes. Everyday is very exhausting for us, waking up every day and we eat breakfast and after that we open our laptops and start attending the classes. Even though we just sit and face the laptop, it can drained my whole body, imagine sitting and facing the laptop for how many hours just to listen and and study lessons (I almost can’t feel butt.) I even use eyeglasses now because of the radiation of the laptop. 


I want to learn, but how can I learn if there’s so many distractions around me especially the noise coming from the outside, barking dogs, cars, etc. Sometimes I don’t want to continue to study anymore but I always thought about my future that no matter how are hard it is I must keep trying and push myself. 



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— Krisha

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moongirlOct 10, 2020

It’s really depressing when you studied really hard and try to understand the lesson but in the end you still got low scores after taking the exam. I just wanna cry my heart out but here I am pretending to be okay even though i’m not.

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Busyear Oct 10, 2020

In addition to that, I certainly cannot control the temptations of tending social issues, plus dramas. I cannot disagree that this puts my ability to understand down to its low rating. I mean, I can barely recall what I've learned during tests. And the consequence is that I found myself reading my notes while answering the test or that Sir Google is my momentary friend. That's frustrating. Where's the thrill? Where's the challenge? What's keeping me motivated today? We know that now is not the time for competition but I need to put standards for myself so that I can be productive. But now, I've learned how to be lazy and in some sense dumb. How can I call myself professional someday when I'm relying on my notes?

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