Dear Diary,
I've been trying to change a few things. Just take better care of myself in general, exercise more, eat healthier, feel my feelings instead of pushing them down... but it's so hard some days, especially the last part. I'm fighting what I believed for so long in order to try and remind myself that I am human too and that I am allowed to make mistakes and wrong choices. Still, after a few years of beating myself down for almost everything, I'm aware of how hard learning to love myself is going to be. But I'll get there. I have to. I can't go on like this anymore. I can't..