September 08, 2020

Dear anyone who wants to read, 

Where do I start? I'm not used to writing how I feel on paper or any kind of journal. I thought it was beneath me. Somehow, resorting to such a technique was childish. Only children wrote diaries. Because they don't know how to deal with their emotions. Sure, adults got it all figured out, don't they? hehe. 

I realized how delusional I was. I realize I was in denial. Writing a diary doesn't make you feel weak. It's supposed to give you a release, enlightenment. Maybe free you from a burden. That sort of thing, innit? 

I was quite skeptical but now that I'm getting the hang of it, I don't want to stop. Funny, how my mind changed.