Dear Phoebe,
So this is the second day he did not message me. I gave him the permission to ghost me whenever he feels like not talking anymore... Because between the two of us, it is I who cannot give in yet and go deeper.
So it's okay. I mean I miss our fun conversation, his attention and sweet messages. But as I have always envisioned it since day 1. What we had's just a short-blissful fling.
I've learned a lot from him. I somehow learned how to loosen up and relax. Bit by bit I've realized to take care of myself more and that being open is not always harmful.
So to my more than strager online friend. I'm going to miss you, I hope you'll always be happy. For the last time... Good night.
Phoebe, I'm now back to Netflix again...
Regards,
Gem 💋