July 14, 2020

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Dear World,


People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me, I fear that that's what the saddest. Sometimes I do that. I feel sad without even knowing why. I guess that one of my 'reasons' is that when I am sad, there isn't anyone there for me. I feel like a burden to those I wish to lean on, Even though I let them lean on me. I also love how nobody notices how you stay up late crying, how they can't see the tears. I love how nobody notices your sadness when you have been broken for years. I love how nobody notices our pain, even though we flinch when someone hugs us. I love how they ignore all of that and only focus on all of our mistakes. It isn't fair...but then again, life isn't fair. Nothing ever stays the same either. You don't stay happy forever and that's that. Then again, you don't stay sad forever either. When someone asks "How are you?" they don't want you to answer with real answers like...Broken, Sad, Lonely, Hurt, Upset, Alone, Suicidal, Angry, Hateful, Screaming, Dead, Empty, Worthless, Hollow, Misunderstood, Numb, Victimized, Lifeless, bruised, Or scared. They want you to tell them "I'm okay." even when you aren't. We live in a world so fake, I've forgotten who I truly am and if I have even found it yet. This numbness is tearing me apart, but it's alright. I'm used to it.


Yours, Cassée

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Cassée (French)✓
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Cassée (French)Jul 19, 2020

Thank you. I appreciate that you can understand my thoughts. Im sorry you had to go through this.

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Dreamy Gal Jul 15, 2020

Dear Cassée i know how you feel. I have been through what you have gone through. I explicitly asked for help, asked to see a therapist but was denied saying that it was just a phase, I shouldn't take things too seriously and that my problems aren't bigger than others etc. Even though I finally moved out of toxic environment, it was major reason for depression, i still suffered. A particular incident made me so upset that I stopped going to college for a little while. I felt lonely. It took me nearly four years to come around after my first and only attempt to recover. I hope you can seek a therapist. ♥️♥️♥️ No one is needed in the world but it isn't about others. We matter, at least to us.

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