Dear Diary,I have been sober for 5 years straight now that's no drug n no cigarettes plus I haven't had caffeine in 6 years no coke or Pepsi no doc pepper no coffee no Starbucks coffee n I'm getting more stressed out because I can not find a good friend or a good man to marry I mean he can have kids at least just two I can't handle more than two 😂🤣😅 but I just can't find a man that's wants the same shit I want n it pisses me off