Dear Diary,I got ice cream now all I need is for my mom to leave n go far away from me I open the door she just constantly repeating close that door bitch shut this why I hate being poor cuz u get stuck living with your family I have money to move out but no apartments are excepting n the one that did except me said I'm to broke not my God damn fault Karen I swear sometimes I cant stand the sight of my mom let me be clear this year she became a prostitute online she tries to hide it from people but I know the truth 😂💀💀 but besides my mom pissing me off 😠 I really want to achieve the goal of staying off youtube I used to get beat up cuz I tried explaining to my dumb ass friends in school that I can facetime on YouTube no one believes me til this year I found a video on how to conference call on YouTube it took me years to prove this shit idk my friends aren't the greats that why I don't talk to them mind u I'm a 28 year old that through out her teens just didn't fit in I was going to behavior centers n they was helping me get off alot of the drugs my friends introduce to me they hated my second home said those people don't care I should never go n ya I had to make a decision u the dude/girls who don't try to change or me n these people that wanna help well I'mma be honest dairy I was hook on some fucked up shit like herion lean weed pills umm cigarettes liquor n what ever else they was drugging me with so anyway I'm 14 15 16 in this program n they give me meds to help me out this situation I was in I instantly feel in love with my doc no one knew how much I cared for these people they were just working n deep down I never wanted to go back home for one I didn't have to have sex I didn't have to do drugs n I didn't have to be a family type women/ slave mind you I don't have to work number one reason I'm broke all the time but two I just didn't care for freedom anymore people get it n they abuse it it so unholy like anyway my point is I don't do drugs I was just experimenting as a kid anyway I did smoke cigarettes n weed weed just made me feel weird n thank God I have stopped smoking cigarettes for 4 years now but I will come back to u later bye bye