Darling ghost, just like in the movie the light does not veer towards the turtle. Like the piercing cold in the rain, the regret blur her sight. To a dark courageous person the turtle might seem inhuman, but she is a human afterall. More human than the regular. She is tired of scampering back in her shell. She is tired of living half heartedly. She is tired of the loop. If... if you can pull her out of the loop, be the monster and tear her apart. Make her fall apart, so she can remake herself. You can be anything you want for the light veer towards you. For you are the main character.
Your supporting character.