June 22, 2020

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Dear diary,

There’s nothing more heartbreaking than the thought that I am completely alone in this world.

Sure! there are friends who loves me and extended families that care and I am grateful for them.

However, at the end of the day, I am no one’s priority.

I celebrate my wins alone, I grieve my losses alone.

While in an abusive relationship, no one noticed that I went from a bold daring person to a zombie.

No one noticed that I am traumatized by the abuse and will probably never be the same.

No one notices the pain, the despair in my eyes.

I am shocked at my strength to constantly pick myself up and carry on.

No one is excited by my presence nor will anyone be devastated if I’m gone.

I am my own salvation and my own destruction.

I am my only protector.

I am my only cheerleader.

I am my only motivation.

I am my only support.

I am alone in the crowd.

Jun 22, 2020 · 43 views

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