Dear Diary,
I was so confused about myself recently. Im too blinded to deny to myself that i continue to complain and be cold toward God. Im frustrated financially.. also, i feel hurt and feel unaccepted by others. I feel lonely. I am also afraid to not being true as i am afraid the other way around. Mixed emotion, mixed situation.. mixed decision. And i am truly troubled. I became angry..recovered..loved..learnt happiness whenever i look to my son. I feel like my world is so crowded of things i need to accomplish.
I decided to be true and thank tose who reminds me whenever im at the edge of the cliff. No mattwr how shameful it is.