June 16, 2020

Dear Diary,

I decided to not trust or allow anyone to help me anymore. Some people just want to help because of their own interest. Money is money. Family is family. I will never entrust myself again to anyone.

We've been so unlucky financially these quarantine when my husband resigned and had a li'l bit quarrel coz i've been selling whatever my big brother is offering me to sell without requiring me to invest... My husband said that its my fault why i've been working hard for a little income. I told ny sister in law (my younger brother's wife) about it. And my younger brother lent me 2000php. 1000 for (20pcs) headset for me to sell online, and 1000php for my milktea business. But unlike my big brother, my younger brother asked me to double the price of the headset.. no.. tripple the amount. 50php investment, 50php interest, and 50php for my earning. Per piece, out of 150php, i will return 100php to my younger brother. 

My husband got mad coz my brother was asking me 100% interest each item he lent me. I was shamed right now. His wife is posting on facebook about people who dont pay their debts.

I shouldn't have accepted their help with interest. I kept quiet and decided not to open up to anyone nor post anything on facebook, so i decides to install this app. Hoping i have someone reading, listening and comfort me.