Future self, you lived not getting mad at Mark and he didn't have a melt down you got your chores done. So would a fight have been worth it go gas the 4 wheeler look for your hat and boot till Time to go to see Shiloh's if you don't find them you won't die. Keep telling your self he is only 6 and autistic your almost 14 don't get mad don't get mad it's not worth it