Dear Diary, What does life feel like for you? Feeling so heavy on your shoulders, Unbearable even. Depression is thriving along with its amazing sidekick A. Things begin to feel like they are to much to handle and you are alone. Looking tired and feeling it along with feeling like you are starting to annoy anyone around you with your dull words. Small actions and words that people say that normally wouldn't bother you feel like they are ripping your heart and soul out. When I leave the house, shower or do anything I am afraid. Feeling as if your are always watched or someone is always standing over your shoulder. Do you ever question how much longer you can feel the way that you do? I am forgetting how to love myself the way I once did and not feeling love from anyone else because my mind tells me no. The things that I love to do fade slowly everyday but I don't want to burden anyone with the way I feel because they don't understand anyway.