April 03, 2020

Dear Diary,

I really really hate her. I'm starting to hate many people as I grow older. I used to forgive people easily. Now I can't easily forgive anyone for their wrongdoings. I don't want to harm anyone. But I just can't stand them. Even if they do something good, now I think that there's some evil thoughts behind that. Is there something wrong with me? Or, have I learned to recognise people's true faces? I'm having too many negative thoughts. I hate many people whome I used to like. I can't trust anyone right now. Everybody just change and turn into bad person. Everyone is selfish. Everyone is bad. Some are more bad, some are less bad. I just find peace with myself and no one else. I've got hurt so many times that I don't want to be with anyone. I just want to stay alone without any human being around me. Is there something wrong with me?