March 19, 2020
There's a guy that I liked for the first time, more than a year now. We beacame friends but I don't think he thinks me that way. But then I fell for him.
2018
Before we became friends, he's already courting someone else. I fell for his sincerity to that girl. Ofcourse I am not desperate to come between them.
He left me without a word, as in. We're seatmates but he didn't consider my presence. I was hurt that time, because I know to my self I already fell. Then days after that he got rejected.
He told me that, I am the reason why they always fight. I didn't know. I'm not even flirting with him even if I like him. That was all friendship.
2019
The school started again. We're on the last year in junior highschool. Still..I can't get over him. I don't know why. I experienced my first heart broken because of him. We didn't have any relationship except for 3 months friendship.
2020
The school year is ending. I found out that he already has his first girlfriend. Again, I was hurt. But this time I have another crush.
Was it possible that I like someone while I have a crush too?
I tell my friends that I already moved on but I still feel pain.
Am I inlove? Or more than that? Please answer.. I know what to do😢
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