Dear Diary, Im pressing the reset button on my life. I can never have a new beginning but God willing i can have a lighter load and build myself for a wile without providing for others before myself. I need to be selfish for a wile. Its the only way i am going to be able to support the positive progression of the people who love me. My goal is to be a stronger person with more to offer that just my love. My love was enough for a wile but my sadness took me away. I raised my children alone for a long time. Never having the opportunity to greave over the events that lead to me being a single dad effected me greatly. There is nothing more heart breaking than a person you love being hurt badly by someone they love. Evil walks among our families. Ready to use the love trusted to them to deceive and manipulate. Evil is the only word i can use to describe a farther who can use is own daughters love for him as way to gain sexual satisfaction for himself. If that is not the pure evil of the devil please tell me what it is.???