February 12, 2020

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Dear Diary,


Yesterday I was feeling so lonely. Its funny how lonel y can you be when your husband is just lying next to you. I beg him to stop playing with his phone then he said then what you want me to do? I am so tired that we cant even cuddle me. So I told asked him why he never cuddles with me. And he said I dont like him touching me.


I think its very important to know your women. I dont you to grope my breast all the time. I have plenty of other places to touvh. And everytime cuddling doesnt mean I want sex. So I hate it when he grope me. Its not cuddling. I just want to be touched. Lightly. Affectionately. But not sexually. 


Then he continues to play with his phone.


I am contemplating on my life decision with him. I dont want this married life. I dont want this husband anymore. I wish I can trade him for someone who can understand me. 


Im not talking to him much this morning.

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Miraeiii✓
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hazeFeb 19, 2020

this is true, we just want the affection and conversation. not everything is about sex. hope both of you can still talk about it or fix it.

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TruthFeb 19, 2020

I understand how you feel. Sometimes we just want that simple touch that doesn't lead to sex. Ask him what's wrong.He could be tired or he could be cheating with another girl.

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