February 09, 2020

Dear Diary,

Yesterday I saw a car caught on fire  but I really want to record it do you think I'm a bad person cause I want to record  the accident on a freeway or just want to see on a video on YouTube its sucks, 

Cause I don't  believe in God and sometimes  I think I'm stuck between earth and heaven  and hell I don't  know what to do I really hate  this feeling  i feel like this when I was little after  my grandmother died..