Dear Diary, I don't understand him. He says he loves me but I don't see it in his eyes though I don't look him in the eyes that often. I'm not in love with him but he fills my brain with curiosity. I'm over analytical so things that challenge my brain get my undivided attention. I'm in a relationship now but this particular person makes me question my feelings for my boyfriend. I feel like he is not genuine only because I don't quite understand him but I find myself attracted to him. I like bad boys and he seems like one but my boyfriend is a damn saint. Whenever I think about breaking up with him,i feel like Karma is going to come after me. I don't know what to do but I'm strongly considering breaking up with my boyfriend after drinking a bottle of wine. I am aware that it's not a good plan but having a stupid plan is better than not having one at all.
I better try it out