November 18, 2019

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i am really desperate about my life

i continuously cried without knowing why

even if i know, i cant help myself for being negative

all my sadness just kept building up

that makes me even more hopeless and frustrated

i am actually struggling with my health condition which leads me to depression

i desperately want to get better and live my life

i cried because i want to live

but i don't know how to get better

as if i have hit the bottom of my life and desperately seeking for help

but no one's there...

even my family, they don't understand what I'm going through and thought it was just in my head

they don't know what to do either

and i completely understand that

but even if they do not know what to do,

i hope they were here with me

i hope they care about me

i hope they try to look for solution

i just hope they approach me and ask me "are you okay?"

is it too much for me to ask for your love?

until when do i have to wait just to talk with you?

you're my parents after all

i miss you

and i want to talk with you

why do you ignoring me?

i need your help

please look at me

Phie✓

Nov 18, 2019 · 60 views

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tania sofiaNov 26, 2019

Family is indeed a big part of us , a big help , but many families are different . Either way , Just know you are not alone , if its not your family , you are alive and you can surely find someone who can just listen to you and be there for you , put yourself out there , be yourself , be there for others , share the pain with someone worth your it .

PhieNov 18, 2019

Hi bunny munro, thank you so much for reaching out for me. I was so sad that i cant think straight and just write anything on my mind. But i think i have calm down right now. And reading your comment encourages me to fight again. I never thought a single comment would be this warm. And about my family, yes i have contacted them. We live separate ways. And its hard to meet them in person. But i will try to contact them again :’) Thank you again

And now the app cant even be downloaded anymoreNov 18, 2019

I am sorry to see your struggling. I do not know your situation I just read this entry and felt I should leave a message. Reach out when you are lonely, call them, message them, visit them if you feel you need their company. I am sure they are thinking about you too.

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