i continuously cried without knowing why
even if i know, i cant help myself for being negative
all my sadness just kept building up
that makes me even more hopeless and frustrated
i am actually struggling with my health condition which leads me to depression
i desperately want to get better and live my life
i cried because i want to live
but i don't know how to get better
as if i have hit the bottom of my life and desperately seeking for help
but no one's there...
even my family, they don't understand what I'm going through and thought it was just in my head
they don't know what to do either
and i completely understand that
but even if they do not know what to do,
i hope they were here with me
i hope they care about me
i hope they try to look for solution
i just hope they approach me and ask me "are you okay?"
is it too much for me to ask for your love?
until when do i have to wait just to talk with you?
you're my parents after all
i miss you
and i want to talk with you
why do you ignoring me?
i need your help
please look at me