November 17, 2019, 500 Miles...

 

Dear Diary,

The day dint start very well today, i got irritated at mom once when she kept asking me to go buy the milk begore 10. Because after that he'll charge a rupee extra per packet for cooling charges. I got irritated and i threw money in front of her. 😑. I know it was very bad, i hurted her. She cried. I am the apple of her eyes and it really did hurt her so much. She does this for us, she's saves money for me only. But Its only 2 Rs. And i remember how when we were growing up, she used to cut a kg of beatle nut for 10rs. work whole day and warn 20-30 Rs. Thats how she was supporting our school fees or our new shoes. I understand where are we coming from. Where she os coming from. But over the period, i have changed. Now i spend 2thousands, 20thousands, just to have a little fun.


I dont know what should i be doing. Because on one side i know that if my mom tries to save those pennies by putting so much effort, i ahould not be throwing those in air. 

But then i alao know that this is the onluly life i have. And i can do these things only today. If i dint do these today, then i may always feel that i am missing on things. Just to save pennies. Which i am not sure if will really help me ever. 

But i dont want to hurt her either. or disrespect what she does. She only does it thinking about us. 




Then we came to Anantagiri hills today. All of us, saikat alao came from bangalore. We are camping here. We had some fire also. The sky is so clear. I can spot few stars. And as i am writing right now, its 4 o clk, and moon is just just above me. Its silence. Peace. ❤️

One. More thing. Finally i used my tent here. Alrbough i wantes to do it all on our own and juat camp anywhere in the jungle. But not everyone liked the idea ofcourse.. =D. So we booked this penguin thing... So that thing about doing it all on my own js still in bucket list(or my boat list). 😀

 

Ok Goodnight... 


Okorry, forgot to tell. You about the title.. 500miles, this is the awesome somg, came to mind randomly today and sonce them i am playing it on loop. Even now. 😀





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